Category — I, Me & Myself

Photo Credit: Cathy Empey

When I was Small, I mean like the one in the picture, I am always told that I was little different from other infants, I did not Cry all the time, I was so very nice to take care of. I grew up with the same thing, I am as decent as I was born.

I think this is the only thing that has remain within me. Everything else is no more like that, Yes, stupid to think these things but I was just wondering this, why do I always have to be like that, I see aggressive people everyday, I see people fighting over small issues, even my close ones, but, why they expect me to surrender every time, just because I am on a Calm Mode most of the time I am supposed to remain calm and listen to every Bullshit that has been feed by people around me.

I ask you, how would you react if someone, ok not someone but people who know you, compare you with the best people on earth. why do they compare you with best people. In this competitive world, being a satisfied person is not a good thing, but why I love to feel like that, I don’t like competing with people, I have got just 100 years to live, and I think 99% of the people on this earth die under the age of 100. Cant I be satisfied and enjoy the rest of the years of my life. If this is not it, why I was Taught that Poem in School about being satisfied and to be satisfied is a good thing.

Believe me, it’s not that I don’t know how to be aggressive or how to fight over small issues, I can also be aggressive, I am aggressive at times, But, I don’t like to be, this is an inbuilt thing. knowing this fact, people try to take advantage of it and if I deny, they feed me all the psychological crap, all the emotional stuff. knowing that I’ll melt over and surrender.

So, i want to change the thing which has remain the same since I was born, being decent doesn’t work anymore. not for me, not for anyone else.

One thing I noticed about these personal blogs, if there is a girl writing about her random stuff, her blog will have loads and loads of followers, and it’s needless to say that all the followers are guys, including few girls, I can’t say the sexual preferences about those girls.

I feel shy about using this sexual word of any other objectionable word, but I have this feeling that Google is really bias, because it sends a lot of traffic (visitors) to bloggers who writ these words or are more modern or maybe try to be modern. Something many people calls it pseudo intellectual.

My motive of this blog is to get attention, well, this is why I write on it, I put my time on it, if it was to be personal, and I wouldn’t have created this blog at all. It’s just the beginning of New year and I have many plans for this blog, Asif Ahmed’s Blog (yeah yeah I am talking about me as third person) will not be personal anymore, I would be writing about more stuff, just to get inside Google which could help me get some people eye on my blog.

The first thing I did was, changing the theme of my blog, it was all black theme and was quite slow, this theme is little fast.

I am going to try the 80/20 rule, it’s a rule that 80% of the results show up from 20% of your efforts, I believe it, yes, tested and proved, that’s the reason I am here. I mean I passed all my exams based on that rule.

Getting up early in the morning is another tough thing I need to implement in order to make my days more productive, (I am writing this post at 1:27 in the morning). Well, that’s why I said it’s a tough thing.

Less internet and more studies, this is the most important thing to implement in 2010. Sometimes I completely forge that I am still a student, I can and will be making money my entire life, but, I would regret it later if I did not study and complete my degree which is going to take two years, if I could implement that 80/20 rule.

There are many more things to do in 2010, I would not count this January in 2010 as I can’t apply thing so quickly, specially that getting up early, (its freezing cold in N.Delhi). Anyways, its really getting late, I have already borrowed half an hour of time form my sleep.

 We are going to step in the new year 2010. technically, tomorrow is going to be as usual, people still would work, people still would sleep, eat and do everything. So, what does the new year exactly means? why to celebrate?.

Its just people get a reason to to celebrate, and there is no harm in it. Enjoy allot and Welcome the new year with 1005 joy and happiness.

By the way, I too have made few resolutions for the news years. I am looking forward to follow what I have decided. my resolutions were made on the basis of progress report of my 2009.

Looking back at 2009

Few things Happened, Both good and bad, i accept it, its totally cool. in the start of 2009, I shafted to my friend’s place to live, or you can say, I kept all my stuff at their place and made myself a free guy making visits to old friends, I visited many places and was out for more than 4 months, and i took admission in MBA when I got back. MBA is still going and I’ll be appearing in 1st semester in Feb 2010. there was also a special visit to someone very special.

Looking Forward to 2010

I Will be working on my online business more seriously and I am planning to get my own place to live, I am enjoying the stay with my friends, but I need to get out of my Comfort Zone and give more time to my studies and other activities.

I just wish you guys Happy New year and hope you plan your 2010 in a better way.

There is Nothing I Need to Say.

There is Nothing That Comes My Way.

I Know What I am,

I Know Who I Am.

If You Don’t Believe Me,

Better You Stay Away.

I Deserve the Best,

I Am Above the Rest,

I Don’t Have A Wish,

I Don’t Need to Pray.

I Go Wherever I Want,

I Do What Others Can’t.

I Don’t Want To Kill,

I Don’t Want To Play.

I know it’s not great, but at least it’s there, few people do better than that, but never say it, never express it. how can anyone read your brain and take thing out of it. So, just spit it out.

There is Nothing I Need to Say.

There is Nothing That Comes My Way.

I Know What I am,

I Know Who I Am.

If You Don’t Believe Me,

Better You Stay Away.

I Deserve the Best,

I Am Above the Rest,

I Don’t Have A Wish,

I Don’t Need to Pray.

I Go Wherever I Want,

I Do What Others Can’t.

I Don’t Want To Kill,

I Don’t Want To Play.

I know it’s not great, but at least it’s there, few people do better than that, but never say it, never express it. how can anyone read your brain and take thing out of it. So, just spit it out.

Mumbai is a popular city and industrial backbone of India. It has Stock Exchange, It has Marine drive, it has Juhu Beach, and it has all the stars of Bollywood Movies. I have visited the place few times, but this visit was the most memorable visit of Mumbai.

I loved Mumbai this time, even though I did not go to Juhu beach, I was in love with its weather, even though I did not feel the cool breezes of sea waves at marine drive. All my wishes were fulfilled even though I did not step out of my overrated AC Single Executive Room In Andheri. It was all so beautiful. Why? Because….

I met someone who is very special to me. She is the one, who divides my life into two parts, I now say how things were before I met her and how things are after I met her.

I was sad, I was not stuck somewhere, but I was heading nowhere. I was in sorrow, I was in a bad phase of life for years, I was still trying to learn how to be happy with what you have in your hands and not crib about thing which you don’t have with you. I was all like this before I met her.

And when I met her, I gained a positivity towards life, I began to believe, began to trust, began to laugh, and began to smile. She was the one who made me realize that I smile. I feel more complete, and every glass of water seems to be half filled now.

She has got everything which I lack, the carelessness care freeness, and the bindass nature, and she knows there is much more than debit and credit in accountancy. She had everything which I always wanted to know, which I wanted to be in my better half, and so she is my better or say the best half.

I travelled 1407kms, stayed there for two days and spent 8 hours with her. Even if it was for one hour, it would have been worth.

It wasn’t the first meeting for us but was a special one. I now can say that those 8 hours are the best hours of my entire life. And I crave for more. I am happy than ever, I want to be happy forever, I need her in my life.

people often speak about their passion, things they are passionate about, I can say that I am passionate about her, I love to spend time with her, but being living in different cities, it is very often that we meet, so we talk on phone,  this is the best thing i can do with my time. people say that long distance relationships never work, I want it to work out.

So guys, Please pray for me, pray for us, So that we could live together forever. We need your wishes.

I went to Kathogodam last Sunday to receive my Relatives coming from Mumbai, Captured few Images of Nature.

This is when we are heading towards Almora, which is more than 180 kilometers away from where I stay.

Standing Tall, the Beautiful trees of Deodar. Which just makes the roads look awesome.

This is the view from our Guest House’s Window, where We ( Me and Dad) Stayed.

And the is the Interiors of the Guest  House.

The Weather at my place was Nice, but we are 300 kilometers away from out home, and it was Hot in Kathogadam, We had to use Air-Con throughout the time we were there.

Click this Photo on our Way back to Home, Tees standing in an organized manner as they were  planted by someone.

Few months ago, I Took part in an online contest for bloggers organized by Shopcorn, a Social Shopping Community in India. Shopcorn is one of it’s kind Shopping Portal where you can Chat, Blog, Make Friends and even Shop, just like you shop in a Mall, Blah Blah Blah……..

To take part in the contest, bloggers were asked to do a Review of the Site. The Best Review was supposed to get an LCD TV 21 Inch, and 8 were to get Tata Photon+, Wireless Broadband.

I wrote a Review of the site on my TechCheck Blog and I was selected for Tata Photon+.

So, I got my Gift on 31st July, and I am happy . I mean very Happy ).

Sales Pitch: I want to sell it as I already use Reliance Netconnect Broadband+. I listen it on Sulekha.Com.

  Few Days Ago, I opened an Account With HDFC, I wanted to changed the Address for Correspondence, So I went to the bank and wrote an application,(See the above Picture). But the Representative did not accept the Application, when I asked him the reason, he told me about my bad handwriting in a very polite way with smile on his face. When I requested him, he wrote my application and accepted that.

After getting beaten up by every Subject Teacher throughout my school life, my handwriting still SUCKS, and that’s a fact.  I mean look at it, I am 22 years old at the time of writing this Letter, my 10 year old niece writes better than me.

But I am a true Indian, I am not going to take all the responsibility for it, I blame these computer. I have been not been writing for 5 years now. I am better with Keyboards than pens.

but still, Shame Shame, I have a bad Handwriting.

This time, I am sure about the date, its was 4 April 2002, as my 10th Exams were finished and I gave the last Science Lab Practical on 2nd of April.

We went there from Chamba, H.P, which is quite far. It is 120Kms Away from Pathankot Railway Station, Where we boarded Tata-Muri Train, Which comes from Jammu and goes to Tata Nagar (Jamshedpur), via Aligarh.

We reached Aligarh at 8:30 in the morning and this was the first time in my life I stepped on the Soil of Aligarh, well not literally, it was cemented railway station. Its was the month of April So it was still little cold out there and that was the reason there were few people on the roads.

We went to the University Campus, MM Hall, MMA Hostel and then Room No. 31. Where my cousin was living, he was doing B.Sc from there. and I had came for +2 Science. I filled out both the forms for Entrance test of +2 for Science and Commerce.

I stayed there and prepared for the Entrance test which was scheduled to 27th June 2002. (Sharp memories ). I have to confess that i did not study hard and that was the reason I didn’t get through the Science Test and but got Commerce, but that wasn’t a big deal and Commerce was mean for the losers.

I still Remember people narrowing their eyebrows after hearing I am a Commerce Student.

Anyways, I was telling you about my day in Aligarh, I did not know that I’ll get so much attached  with this place that I’ll be visiting it every now and then even after graduating from their. This is the place where i got some of my best friends who are there for me always. My life at Aligarh was not simple, It could make a Masala Hindi Movie, which is going to be Super hit.I have experienced so many things there, i’ll be sharing most of them with you all. Promise.